just april thoughts.

i want it to be spring. now. no. yesterday. finally, temperatures are getting warmer [as in...not icey cold anymore, only...errrr...cold], the snow is melting and reveals dead grass, lots of junk and muddy soil smelling of dogshit. yes, i can see its getting somewhere, but, come on. its end of april. give me a little green somewhere. just a wee tiny bit. anywhere.

future lottery entries are now officially made. now it's waiting for the golden ticket to be drawn. a year back, i was still caught in shitty life. a freshly examined teacher, but still, not quite out of shitty life. little did i imagine then where i would be one year later. so...let's see where i'll be one year from now.

three weeks from now i'll be on the ferry to germany. after having said goodbye to so many people already, now my last weeks in this country have come, too. it feels good to go home, really. to go home, just to leave for iceland at the end of may. wonderful country, wonderful people. peace and quiet. nature.

oh, and i am still looking for some motivation to clean up the dishes. my friend eva came and saw me bout öhm. 2 weeks ago. we went to the wonderful pajala in the holy country to the west. quite an amazing experience. now eva is home again..and i still have a pile of dishes i need to clean. would you believe me if i told you it was research for some kind of field project? ....nahhh. i couldnt fool you. you people know i'm a lazy bitch.